Weblog

Monday, 20 April 2009

  • Hello real people.

    Work has me beaten pretty near to the point of death.  I think it would be really nice to come home at the end of a long day and a long night to a wife and some relatively normal kids, and it would also be nice if there were a lot of fresh fruit.  But instead I have a big empty home that creaks all the time, and birds are constantly running into the windows.

    Life is pretty lonely nowdays, which is too bad, because I've learned that I like people a great deal, but there are a few things going well.

    1.  Me and my small brother David are making a house out of walnut and cherry logs.  We're ready to put the roof on, which is going to be made of wood shingles.  All of the materials are coming out of Grandma's woods.  Best of all, I'm not even doing it in order to feel manly or self-suficient or rustic.  No sir, this is genuine desire, not the fabricated stuff of unhappiness.  I just love my axe and my sledgehammer and my froe, and the occasional fire is also a nice added bonus.

    2.  I've been reading Grimm's Fairy Tales lately, and it's pretty great.  For one thing, the biography in the introduction was brief, but very memorable.  My favorite line is this:  "In their final years the brothers devoted their energies to completing the German Dictionary but died before reaching the letter G." 

    I really enjoy the stories too, maybe because I'm just a bizarre little child at heart.  But I notice some things in them that seem to be unrelated to the stories where they appear.  For example, at the end of Hansel and Grethel, the kids push the witch into the stove, take off with all of her precious stones, and then return to find that their awful stepmother is dead.  Their sorrows are all over and they live together with their father in great happiness.  Then the story concludes with the line, "My tale is done.  There runs a mouse; whoever catches her may make a great, great cap of her fur."

    For the most part, I'm totally exhausted, and I'm really just counting down the days until this part of my life is finally over.  Sometimes I think that all I need in life is people that I can know and love and pour my life out for.  Maybe that's true, but I get the feeling that I'm not the overflowing fountain of love that I sometimes think I am.  God is kind to the unthankful and evil.  Hopefully he'll teach that to me every minute of the next five weeks.

Thursday, 12 March 2009

  • A few weeks ago I got a phone call.  It was from ol' Vern, the head of the human resources department at New Horizons, who had asked me at the beginning of the fall semester if I thought I could teach math.

    He came to me asking if I wanted to come back to work for the school.  He was weeping with tears of repentance, pleading.  He was on his knees begging me-- he conveyed this to me over the telephone.

    Then he asked if I could start at 6:30 the next morning, which was absolutely cruel.  Nonetheless, I accepted and let my Christmas vacation come to a close, and now I'm supervising in the guys' house-- which is the job I was applying for last fall when they asked me to teach math.  I've got to say that the work is pretty overwhelming, but when I'm not exhausted, I enjoy it pretty well.

    I do dinner devotions a couple days a week for the house.  My second day at it, I was talking about legalism and a less uptight way of life that we sometimes call liberty.  But lets be honest-- if we try to be righteous before God, we are going to have a miserable and laborious life.  We are going to bear a heavy load.  But neither legalism nor our best efforts to get caught up in legalism are going to avail us anything (Gal. 5:5), so I showed them a better way:  rest in Christ.  Our wisdom and our spiritual energies aren't going to lift us up into the glory of God, and our critical thinking skills won't get us close, so I showed them a better way:  the true wisdom that only comes by the Spirit of God.  I must say I got on a roll, and when I was done, I didn't feel like it was appropriate to just say, "okay, you're dismissed for chores," so I just sat there for a little while and didn't say anything.

    Then the one guy who most obviously needed to hear a message like that told me "thank you," and then another kid started clapping, and pretty soon the whole table was applauding.  Not knowing any better, they started asking me why I wasn't a preacher, and one of them let me know that their church is looking for a youth pastor.

    When I was out of work and in debt, I prayed that I'd be able to get a job soon, and it would be really nice if I didn't have to apply for it, because I really dislike job applications.  I've prayed that a couple of times, and both times it's ended with a job falling neatly into my lap. 

    I've got a couple little flocks to feed.  One of them is full of gray-haired men and women and one of them is full of young thieves and druggies and rapists.  The lion will lie down with the lamb.  All the earth groans in wait of the redemption.  In the meantime, I am God's.  I will thank Him for His work, and for His rest.

Wednesday, 18 February 2009

  • The life of a man is full of many hardships and uncertainties.  There are times when you walk into a place or a situation and you are certain that you should be there.  You need this.  This is where you belong.

    You don't realize the mistake you're making-- the deep shame of your actions.  You don't see the signs until it's too late.  You are already committed to the path you have chosen.  You are trapped.  Unable to walk away.

    And the sign says, "Please do not flush tampons or papers towels down the toilet.  Thank you."

Sunday, 15 February 2009

  • A few recent reads:

    Letters to Malcolm:  Chiefly on Prayer (C. S. Lewis)
    Whatever Happened to Worship (A. W. Tozer)
    The Weight of Glory (C. S. Lewis)
    Peace Child (Don Robinson.  He was a missionary to a tribe in New Guinea that championed treachery and cannibalism)

    And right now I'm reading The Heavenly Man, by Brother Yun and some other fella.  He was a house church leader in China.  This is pretty much the most astonishing book ever written.  This guy's entire life sounds like it comes directly out of the book of Acts.  If you love God, and if you love to worship Him in the beauty of holiness, then you'll probably just weep the whole time you read it, because His work in Brother Yun is beautiful.

    I'm still mostly unemployed, though New Horizons keeps tempting me with job offers that don't wind up going anywhere.

    But being unemployed ain't so bad.  David made a brick charcoal furnace, so he and I have been making charcoal, chopping wood, and baking a lot of bread in that little brick oven.  I am getting some very good reading in, and I'm trying to piece together the most important thing I have ever written, but that's kind of difficult.

    Some day soon I hope to post a word or two about why life is so good, but the real reason for this update is a little more commercial than that. 

    Most of you have probably already gotten wind of this, but not all.  For example, I don't have Caitlin Williamson's email address, so someone like her must get her information from this blog. 

    But this coming Saturday, February 21, my family and friends are going to be putting on a Sacred Harp singing school at Taylor.  We'll be in the music building room 151, and we'll go from 1:00-3:00. 

    Actually, we'll probably sing a little longer than that, because we'll have guests coming from places like Lousville and Dayton-- including John Bayer.  And when John Bayer comes to town, you can't just learn a few things about reading music and then sing a few songs and go home.  You've gotta stick around a while to really get the good out of his visit.

    But this will be a pretty great time.  Your music reading skills will improve dramatically, you'll get to learn a thing or two about the American hymnic tradition.  Also, you'll get to sing with John Bayer.

    So try to show up:  Saturday. February 21.  1:00-3:00.

    It'll be rippin.

Tuesday, 13 January 2009

  • Tricks I Use in Order to Pretend my Life is Interesting:

    I'm doing a lot of reading these days:

    Just finished The Dumb Ox by G. K. Chesterton (his biography of Thomas Aquinas)
               and An Experiment in Criticism by C. S. Lewis
    Currently I'm reading One Hundred Years of Solitude (Gabriel Marcia Marquez)
                and The Pursuit of God (A. W. Tozer)
                and The Anchor Book of Chinese Poetry (anthology)

    I'm doing a lot of writing as well, but that's probably not very interesting.

    Sadly I'm not playing much music, because nobody around me has much need of song.

    Fortunately I have managed to have a couple adventures worthy of being remembered in song:  A few days ago David and I went out to the woods at Grandma's to cut some trees down (and then up), and we carried a bunch of logs home so that, with the coming days and weeks (etc.) of unemployment, we can build some rustic furniture.  It should be most impressive.  So if any of you readers are interested in rustic furniture (or a very high end gun cabinet or executive desk), then I'd be happy to hook you up.

    Also, on Saturday, in preparation for the singing at our house, I tore out the old ceiling tiles in our bathroom.  Then David put in some new ceiling tiles.  Then, as we enjoyed a nice steak dinner in appreciation of our work, the ceiling in the bathroom fell down.  Then I put up new ceiling tiles in the bathroom.  After dad went to town to buy some ceiling tiles weren't broken.

    Also something lives in our ceiling right now.  Maybe it's a chipmunk.  Maybe it's a rat.  It's tough to say.  It makes a lot of noises, but I don't believe it has the capacity for creative speech production.  Or at least it doesn't understand how unique sentences are constructed.  I kind of casually asked it, "how's life?" and it said with great enthusiasm, "I learned a new sentence today."

    This shows a certain lack of conceptual understanding of linguistics on the part of the rodent.  So I asked what new sentence it learned, and it said, "We saw Lester and Lori when we went to town today." 

    This is a sentence with limited usefulness.

    I asked it what other sentences it knows, so it listed off a few of them:

    "It's nice out today."
    "Where is your restroom?"
    "I don't speak English."
    and "My brother just hit me in the crotch with a pipe wrench."

    I asked it what kind of animal it was, but it just answered, "We saw Lester and Lori when we went to town today."  That response was limited in its usefulness.

    Anyway, it's getting to be kind of a pest.  We're desperate to get rid of it.  We tried asking nicely for it to leave.  Then we tried to use 'force persuade' on it.  We tied singing it out:  we sang as loud as we possibly could for three hours.  Nothing .  We're running out of options.  We're thinking very seriously about burning our house down.

Top Tags - Weblog

[no tags]

Rumrik

  • Visit Rumrik's Xanga Site
    • Name: John
    • Member Since: 1/29/2005

Weblog Archives

Don't worry - your calendar is here… to see it in action just click "Save" above and refresh the page.

About Me

  • Dear potential fan, For the funniest half-truths on the world wide web, check out this site. It's sure to rock your sock (singular) and tickle your pickle. If this isn't the greatest site you've ever seen, please sue. Sincerely, John Bahler

Pulse

Rumrik has no pulse!...

Photostrip

[no photos]